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by Joseph S. OLeary, The Furrow, August
1985. Re-published with permission of the publisher and author.
Integrity is not an easy topic to bring into focus, because, unlike courage,
patience, or graciousness, it is not confined to a specific dimension of
behaviour, but functions as a general formal principle of morality, a
Categorical Imperative, a supreme judgmental instance which cannot itself be
judged. It has sometimes been defined as the perfection of justice, the
unfailing vigilance and conscientiousness which guards justice against any
inroad of corruption. Is this just a matter of being scrupulously honest in
speech and in dealings with money, and reasonably consistent in matters of
principle? Can one ensure ones integrity simply by complying with
elementary prescriptions of morality, civil uprightness, or ecclesiastical
orthodoxy? Or is the perfection of justice more a creative art than a habit
acquired by following a rulebook, more a grace than a work, a matter of
conscience rather than law? If so, it can no more be ensured by following
rules, than obedience to the laws of harmony could produce the St. Matthew
Passion or logical expertise the Critique of Pure Reason - to name
two rare monuments and touchstones of integrity. The imperative of integrity
demands initiative and active engagement and the courage to make uninsured and
unorthodox decisions. It seems designed to put our conscience in a pickle,
for no stand we take will be free from recurrent antinomies, so that we can
never be sure we have attained a position of integrity, despite the most
athletic efforts. These antinomies can only be resolved, sometimes in
posthumous retrospect, in the emergence of integrity as grace, the grace
of freedom whereby the human spirit is able to enter untrammelled into its
birthright.
THE
EXERCISE OF INTEGRITY
Integrity is attained through choices and engagements carried out amid the
complexities of an adult life. Thus if one avoids decision and commitment,
curtails awareness of complexity, or approaches life in a less than fully adult
way, one will attain only a simulacrum of integrity. One may become a defender
of morality, orthodoxy, or correct procedure, boasting an integrity which is
unimpeachable only because it is not the integrity of a human being at all, but
of an institution which has usurped ones conscience. If one thus makes a
socially guaranteed identity the bastion of ones uprightness, has one not
side-stepped a more searching demand, which forbids the absolutization of any
role or allegiance, and judges ones beliefs, stances, and acts not by
external codes or expectations, but by ones most intimate certitudes and
misgivings? To stamp out these misgivings might show a zeal for integrity, but
it would be the misguided zeal which produces totalitarian statehood and
sectarian churchhood, Eichmanns and Torquemadas. Or one may become a
permanent critic of the established order, a hurler on the ditch, noting all
thats wrong with the world, but not dirtying ones hands in the task
of changing it. Intellectuals, including theologians, risk being trapped in
this sterile posture, especially in a society or a Church which does not invite
or value their critical interventions. Or one may become a beautiful
soul living among pure ideals, so that ones integrity consists in
the battle to keep these ideals inviolate. Both reactionaries and revolutionary
purists follow this formula.
The
exercise of integrity begins within, for integrity, like truth, cannot be
attained without a constant passionate desire for it. This desire is certain to
put one at odds with the world, for even the most honourable professions rarely
take their own rhetoric of integrity entirely literally, and though persons of
integrity sometimes rise in the ranks, their career is rarely a smooth one.
Conformism is the principal temptation one must overcome in order to be a
person of integrity, and one has the handicap of having been trained in
conformism very thoroughly, whereas all one has been taught about integrity
consists in vague and idealistic reports, tinged with ideological bias. It is
true that society provides one with the basic framework of values within which
to work, but it discourages that extra critical twist by which one makes these
values effective in practice. Throughout life one is choosing between the two
sides of this double bind, and one must neither simplify the choices, nor use
their complexity as an excuse for inaction. Also, one must make ones
choices real through action. Every profession is full of people who imagine
themselves to be free, who call themselves liberals or even radicals, but whose
actions define them as pawns in a system, fearful for their own security.
Integrity without works is dead. Praxis conditions vision, reacts critically on
it, sharpens and radicalizes it. Nor does this imperative of praxis lapse after
one has proved ones integrity by some bold stand or courageous engagement
We are always being shuttled off into some comfortable social or clerical, or
academic niche in which we can settle down complacently and take calmly the
great issues of peace, justice, human rights, and their correlates in our own
sphere of activity. The scope of our concern is always tending to shrink to the
level of our petty ambitions. We should welcome anything that can lever us out
of this inertia.
One
of the essential ways of practising integrity is speaking out There are occasions when the daemon of
Socrates whispers his No!very distinctly in the ear of conscience.
To silence this voice, or to play along with some accepted conventional lie
despite this inner revolt of conscience, is to sin against the Holy Spirit.
Many have braved death rather than say Yes! with everyone else,
when that inner voice said No! We admire these examples from a
distance, happy that we did not live in those times and places and unaware that
our own time and place may offer just as much material for prophetic protest.
For example it seems that the Roman Catholic church today could benefit from
much more outspokenness. If it is winter in the Church (Karl
Rahner, 1982), the reason may be that so many people have not had the courage
to speak out loudly and often against what seems to be an ongoing betrayal of
the vision of Vatican II. Among the many chains in which free speech is
bound, one of the heaviest is the lack of confidence people have in the
deliveries of their own consciences. On this point I think the Dutch laity
set a good example in their dialogues with the Pope. If we do not show the same
spirit, it is not because we are less aware of the issues, but because we do
not adequately realize the primacy of conscience and its responsibility, and
the duty, in certain circumstances, of openly stating doubt or dissent.
(Ones duty to the integrity of a tradition raises many further dilemmas
here.) People have always longed for integrity in their leaders and public
servants, a longing which underlies Israels Messianic hope in the
Lord our Integrity. People also long for integrity from the Church, and
we betray this longing when we relinquish critical discernment, or calmly
tolerate what we feel to be a source of moral servitude. Our silence is the
cement of a repressive ethos whose horrendous aspects continue to surface
embarrassingly in our courts.
There is no integrity without difficult and costly choices, whose
correctness cannot be assured in advance. These choices have to be
constantly purified of their mixed motives, the element of cranky
self-assertion, of publicityseeking, of opportunism, of self-righteous
insistence, until they proceed as much as possible from unarguable moral
necessity. These are not otiose scruples, for without them the noblest cause
will degenerate into cynical propaganda, and the boasted integrity of its
representatives will be a charade. The charade of integrity is a shadow that
follows the real thing everywhere, a charade which even people of considerable
integrity often enact despite themselves. It is so easy to make the right
noises; whereas real integrity is also, and perhaps essentially, a matter of
making the wrong ones. The longing for trustworthy leaders and a just society
often leads people to acclaim as a person of integrity the one who
makes the noises suitable to the times Catholic Germany acclaimed the
good Hitler. We do well not to celebrate the triumph of integrity
prematurely. A person of integrity will always be the first to suspect him or
herself, and to squirm if acclaimed as a person of integrity. a People who
acquire a reputation for integrity often become hollow caricatures of
themselves making the noises expected of them, and even falling in love
with themselves as media stars. Just as one who seeks the living God may say,
with Meister Eckhart, I pray God to deliver me from God, so people
with a reputation for integrity have been saddled with a convenient simulacrum
which may make the real thing doubly difficult to attain, and if they really
prize it more than their image, they will make sure to disappoint their
admirers expectations regularly.
But
these dangers should not discourage us from the task of representing the ideals
of our society and making its rhetoric of integrity our own when called to do
so, either as citizens or a public figures. It may seem only a Machiavellian
fiction that politicians and spokespeople for movements should speak and act as
if they were the very incarnation of the ideals they represent, yet to
represent an ideal honestly need not require that one has already fulfilled the
ideal perfectly. To present oneself in public as a model of integrity is indeed
a dangerous stunt, and when one stands for the ideals to which a society
subscribes, but never fully puts into practice, one cannot avoid the risk of
hypocrisy. It is humbling to be condemned by the ideals one trumpets. However,
real hypocrisy sets in only when the ideals have become so remote that they no
longer exercise a critical and shaping role on our practice. The moral issue
here, it seems, is not one of eliminating every gap between ideal and practice,
but of ensuring that the ideal functions constructively as a leaven in the
practice of the individual and of society. If we already lived the ideal, it
could hardly be called an ideal, and would lack all ethical and reformative
force. But there is a critical threshold beyond which an ideal is so remote
from practical attainment that its profession is hollow, and becomes morally
corrosive. One may wonder, for instance, if the neo-Tridentine ideals of
Catholic ethos and practice, currently invoked to counter the supposed
errores et abusus of post-Vatican II years, are not having this
counter-productive effect, or again, if Irish society is not suffering from its
subscription to an ideal self-image which disorients it in its quest for a
mature response to its moral and political ills. Of course in this mediacratic
age idealistic rhetoric has become increasingly a question of cosmetics, making
it hard to distinguish between the politician or preacher who is making a real
effort to present and implement the ideals of his or her community, in full
awareness of the tensions, and the one who is merely doing a superb public
relations job. We need new models of integrity here. Perhaps the American
bishops, when they openly publicized their struggles with the issues of nuclear
morality, provided the antidote to the sinister potential of mediacracy, which
can reduce the critical force of the gospel to media fantasy.
THE
GRACE OF INTEGRITY
We
imagine the great models of integrity, the people who said No! as
sanctimonious sticklers for principle, but in fact there seems to have been
more than a touch of mischief about them, a sign that they took great pleasure
in speaking the truth in opposition to a stifling and oppressive societal lie,
revelling in an inner freedom that exploded the roles they were expected to
play. There is a twinkle in the eye of Socrates, Cicero, Epictetus, Athanasius,
Becket, Luther, More, Bonhoeffer, to give the stodgiest examples. Integrity
is more than a matter of principle, more than justice; it is the capacity to be
free. The life of Jesus, as reflected in the gospels, does not focus on
principle, or even on saying No!to falsehood and injustice. Instead
the focus is on radical freedom from the world and for the kingdom. We freeze
integrity in moral and logical categories, forgetting this inner core. The
person of integrity may act as judge or bishop, moral preacher or exigent
thinker, activist or artist. But the core of his or her personality will
correspond to the Rinzai Zen ideal of the true person of no rank.
Every role corrupts if we lose touch with the inner freedom of our nature. To
meet a person of great integrity is to be put back in contact with this inner
freedom.
To
speak of integrity as a grace of inner freedom may seem to be a pseudospiritual
sidetrack. But I think it is important to note the essential note of merriment
that characterizes integrity at its ripest. We suffer, perhaps, from an excess
of negative integrity. Our western sense of principle and logic becomes our
shield and our crusading banner, generating a rhetoric of denunciation. This
moral backbone of our culture is also a source of its violence. We think of
integrity as something one can cultivate like ones reputation or
ones bank account. Consider two figures of tremendous integrity, Rousseau
and Nietzsche, whose adventures may reveal a narrow one-sidedness in the
western approach to integrity. Rousseaus Calvinist conscience is fixated
on the ideal of total transparency; he wants his life to be an open book to all
the world; hence he pours out the most embarrassing revelations, purifying
himself by his total candour, and the paranoid motivation of the exercise
becomes increasingly obvious. Nietzsches Lutheran conscience is fixated
on radical, critical unmasking of lies and idolatries; the bonfire of illusions
calls despotically for more and more fuel, and the arch-sceptic finds himself
caught in the impossible spiral wherein un pur trouve toujours un plus pur
qui /épure (Robespierre). Integrity as work is a matter of
lifting oneself by ones own bootstraps. In Ireland our fixations seem
to be sexual, at the expense of overall moral responsibility, and at the
expense too of adult sexual integrity - a phrase which might well replace the
word chastity. The Jewish Torah can be seen as correcting all such
one-sidedness, providing a general discipline of life which keeps alive the
individual and communal longing for integrity and facilitates its attainment.
Our moralities suffer from abstraction, and their effect is to inhibit the
striving for integrity, even to consign it to the dustbin of the dreams of
youth. At Vatican II the Church, mother and teacher of all who seek the grace
of integrity, embarked on a path of dialogue with all persons of good will in
the search for truth and solidarity with them in the work of peace and justice,
thus sketching a practicable Torah for contemporary Catholics. Our integrity
depends on not losing sight of this vision, on not falling back into the
sectarian definitions of identity and integrity so powerful in the past. The
Catholic church could thrive as a mediacratic sect like the Unification Church.
That is perhaps its greatest temptation today. Begone Satan! was
Jesus answer to that temptation.
If
integrity is a grace, not a work, no individual, and not even the most
exemplary Torah community, can ever be confident that their integrity has not
been compromised. There are a lot of confessors and martyrs around today, to
make the rest of us feel uneasy, but do even they escape the rule that as long
as one walks amid the ambiguities of human history ones integrity is
always in question? How vigilant our Church was against the evils of onanism
and the errors of polygenism during the thirties and forties, but how hopeless
in dealing with the real errors and evils of the times? Simple lack of
awareness of the economic and political evils of our world can make all our
virtues a mere tilting at windmills. Political awareness is as difficult to
cultivate and maintain as spiritual awareness. We can never so control all
the factors involved as to be assured of our individual or communal integrity.
It is not unreasonable for anyone who has reached the middle of
lifes journeyto fear thatthe straight way has been
lost, that he or she may have developed into a shifty character, one in
whom the inner core - to use a somewhat mythological and misleading expression
- is no longer intact. It takes some courage to examine the ledger in which
ones professions are balanced against the record of ones
performance. To take a look at oneself in mid-life can be a shattering
experience. But it may be that true integrity, integrity as grace, is what is
reconstituted out of such a shattering.
Even
the best causes can serve as a shield against self-criticism and a
simplification of lifes equation, producing an obnoxious melange
of righteous noises and opportunistic gestures. A cause can lift one beyond
self, but to enter deeply into any cause is to meet again the ambiguities and
complexities which mature integrity can never shun. It is never possible to
enlist on the side of the angels in such a way as to erase all doubts about
ones own righteousness, and every effort to do so already puts one in a
false position. For a civilization as informed and as reflective as ours, the
quest for integrity must be a complex process. I doubt if the pre-reflective
integrity of older societies is available to contemporary western people.
D.H.Lawrences struggle for instinctual integrity was convoluted and
dialectical enough to show the impossibility of our stepping out of our
reflective skins. The path to the simple is not a simple one. This holds also
of faith, for authority can uplift and strengthen our minds only as reconciled
with the autonomy of thought and conscience and the freedom of expression which
define contemporary adulthood. Faith has often been cemented by sectarian
instinct, a jealous sense of cultural identity, and the diffuse and unexamined
emotions of piety. Gradually we are outgrowing this, but we are still not
suffficiently involved in the dialogical process in which we are put in
question and opened to truth in a more radical and open-ended way.
Doctrinal dialogue requires perceptiveness, both in honestly setting out
ones own opinion and in recognizing the truth everywhere, even if the
truth demolishes one so that one is forced to reconsider ones own
position, in theory and in practice, at least in part (Secretariate for
non-believers, Humanae personae dignitatem). Our love of truth must include the
willingness to be demolished by the truth. Any cause or creed which shuts off
this ultimate danger of reflection has already said goodbye to integrity. Here
self-assertion is of no avail, for truth and uprightness will never allow
themselves to be forced.
Ireland today is ablaze with many, conflicting causes. Perhaps this shows that
we have not lost a burning zeal for integrity. But we would do well to reflect
all the more on the dangers I have been attempting to focus. To find the grace
of integrity, we must undo any excessive certainty of the righteousness of our
own cause. It is an invaluable spiritual exercise to consider and admire the
core of integrity in the supporters of the causes with which we most
passionately disagree. Such dialogical openness may seem a betrayal of
principle, but if we refuse it, are we not already embarked on the path of
violence? May more and more Irish people speak the truth as they see it
loudly and without prudent trimmings, but may they speak it in love, building a
culture of unity in pluralism rather than one of sterile polarization.
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